[ He gives her the wiggle room though, because while they've done Things before, it wasn't like this. She usually was concentrating on him at the same time. It was mutual. Slowly, he kisses over her tummy, nudging the nightdress up a little higher so he can kiss her skin instead of the mesh.
Her hip is kissed next before he dips lower to kiss the inside of her thigh. His hands are probably shaking a little too by now, just as nervous. But... he wants to be able to give her this, so. ]
I love you.
[ He murmurs it against her skin, his hand moving to under her thigh to lift it a bit. Rather than going and jumping straight to it, he tries to just get her more comfortable with him kissing and touching her a little more intimately. Though his own nerves are probably just as noticeable... oops. ]
[ He just reaches out then... to half flop over her. Why is he so lazy today?! Well, it probably is to do with work tbh... He's had to make up for 3 lost days and staycation wasn't that long ago. He spent all his money then. Ah. ]
[ really she's forcing herself to calm down too, just to help him. it's not just she doesn't appreciate what he's doing but it's just something new and terrifying.
she closes her eyes and breathes in deep, thinking of outer space and flowers and spring waters running. eventually, she breathes out an "i love you" right back, having relaxed a bit. she does try to reach out for one of his hands too, just to hold it. it might be a little bit awkward position-wise, though. ]
[ she leans back onto the couch and wraps an arm around him, bringing him closer to her. she remains quiet though, and rests her head on his and closes her eyes. ]
[ Of course it is... this is ... way more than they've done before let's be real here.
He sees her hand reach out at least and shifts so he can let her leg rest again, but she might have to wait a minute for him to hold it properly. He gives her hand a gentle squeeze then leans up until his fingers can hook around the side of her underwear to slowly nudge them down a bit.
It means he goes back to kissing her tummy gently though, trying to ensure her that he'll be careful, and even though it probably won't help, it's to try and make it less embarrassing. ]
[ the kisses on her tummy make her skin feel prickly, but in a good way. it makes her realise now how gentle and careful he's being, and that helps a lot, too. it feels a bit colder now with her underwear down, but she tries not to think about it too much. this'll be fine.
she really does want to kiss him back, though. but she can just have him later... she'll be patient. uwu ]
[ He has to shift her hips a little to slide the material down under her butt, but he keeps his eyes closed to hopefully make her feel more comfortable. That... can't last forever, however. Once he reaches her knees he has to lean back to finish sliding them off. He's nice enough to just drop them at the bottom of the bed where the covers are flung off to the side though.
When he kisses her again, mind you, it's right at the top of her inner thigh, and his hand reaches out to curl with hers to give her some grounding before he really does start. ]
he won't be able to miss how her lower body twitches when he kisses her inner thigh, but he won't be able to see how she forces her eyes to close even more. her grip on him tightens, and she lets out a deep breath. try not to freak out too much, cykes! ]
Though he does go slowly, carefully inching closer. He kisses under her belly button, sinking lower as his free hand curls around the outside of her thigh, fingers splaying to part her legs a little more. He kisses softly with just a brush of lips between her legs, until finally he sinks low enough to slide his tongue against her, dragging his tongue down while trying to hold her steady.
a gasp escapes her and she remains breathless for a few good moments. her back even arches and she folds her knees a little. merlin????? he really will have to hold her steady because this is too shocking. but in a good way, at least. ]
Look... he's having to guess a little too, because while the materials he was given gave him some details it wasn't visual or anything???? Thankfully the arm around her leg will stop her from jumping up, but she'll be able to arch and squirm as much as she wants. His tongue circles slightly to move back up, but it's literally only the tip of his tongue that touches her compared to before. It's weird but... considering he can hear the gasp and he can feel the way she's reacting it's more encouragement than anything else. ]
[ or she just needs to squeeze the hell out of his hand. that's fine too.
though him being more confident about things will definitely help. she doesn't know anything about what he's doing but if he feels good about what he's doing then she'd be able to hear what his heart is saying. what he does is more than teasing though. it's ticklish like hell and it's arousing more than anything.
[ If she keeps it up she'll just hear his kokoro being in pain?!?!?! Athena?!?! Or he'll just have to pull his hand away, either way.
Though of course he's being a little teasing. There'd be no fun in it if he just got her off asap for the hell of it. He wants her to enjoy herself, to just drown in pleasure to make up for the fact that she tried so hard last night.
After his mouth moves back up though he presses a little closer so his lips press over where her clitoris should be and he lightly sucks on the skin, trying to arouse her.
it's working, that's for sure. she squeezes his hand but not too tightly that it should kill him, at least. even though she doesn't like being teased, this might actually make the experience a lot better. it makes both her body and breath shake when he sucks on the skin.
... and now she doesn't know what to do with herself. ]
[ His hand twitches just slightly against hers, like he's trying to give her a gentle squeeze back, but he's too busy concentrating on trying to make her feel good to do it properly. He hums against her instead. He ends up having to change the grip on her hand so he hold it across her tummy.
It's just to try and keep her steady when his other hand lets go of her leg to smooth up and down her inner thigh. It's only when he pulls his mouth back that he shifts his hand so his thumb can lightly tease her in that spot instead. If she thinks she's having a break at all though... she'd be wrong.
His hand gives hers one last squeeze before he lowers his head under his hand, tongue dipping lower until it's close to her entrance then he's teasing his tongue there.
[ HE REALLY NEEDS TO STOP TEASING HER LIKE THIS. or just teasing her, period!
she folds one leg up some more until her calf presses against the back of her thigh. ]
Merlin... [ she's whining now, urging him to do more. ah... ] I want you.
[ and you know what, because he keeps teasing her like this, her free hand goes under her nightdress to touch her skin. at first she just gently slides two fingers against her tummy but then she puts her hand under her bra.
[ Nah... it's more fun if she goes a little crazy!!!
Her voice and words make him shift a little on the bed though, groaning softly because he definitely... ended up rubbing himself against the mattress a little. Ah.
And because she asked? He doesn't give a warning before he presses his tongue inside her. It's awkward and makes his neck ache but hopefully it'll feel good for her.
Really though, she's free to touch herself as much as she needs to. ]
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