[ That only hurts more, why is it so hard to just explain how he feels? Sure, she can hear his heart or whatever, but it doesn't really give her details, does it? It doesn't tell her that this feels like its the first time he's experiencing life and that he's overwhelmed half the time.
That he doesn't know how to do this.
That it isn't the threats from people like Yu that terrify him over whether he'll hurt her, it's the fact itself.
And it's like his worst fears of that are already true. ]
That isn't what I'm saying-- [ Why can't he just explain. Just tell her that he's worried about rushing anything, even if it might be too late for his heart already and he can't tell because at the same time all he can see is her when they're together. When he's on his own, too.
He's even crying slightly now. At least one tear drops before he swipes it with the heel of his hand. ]
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That he doesn't know how to do this.
That it isn't the threats from people like Yu that terrify him over whether he'll hurt her, it's the fact itself.
And it's like his worst fears of that are already true. ]
That isn't what I'm saying-- [ Why can't he just explain. Just tell her that he's worried about rushing anything, even if it might be too late for his heart already and he can't tell because at the same time all he can see is her when they're together. When he's on his own, too.
He's even crying slightly now. At least one tear drops before he swipes it with the heel of his hand. ]
Will you just sit down and listen to me?