[ she doesn't want to look him in the eye, feeling so fucking exposed right now. it's terrible and embarrassing and mostly terrible. it's like he can see everything about her now and she really doesn't like it. ]
Even if I did go back home, and he was there, I don't think the two of us could be like that again.
[ should she be apologising too?? she honestly doesn't know, but why does she have to apologise for something that's in the past? it's not like she hasn't been loyal to merlin. and she loves him. she'd choose him over anybody else, even over simon. ]
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Even if I did go back home, and he was there, I don't think the two of us could be like that again.
[ should she be apologising too?? she honestly doesn't know, but why does she have to apologise for something that's in the past? it's not like she hasn't been loyal to merlin. and she loves him. she'd choose him over anybody else, even over simon. ]
Was there anything else you wanted to say?