[ she definitely is so tight, ah... and jesus, it doesn't even matter that it's only a finger there. it's her first time doing something like this and something like that inside her feels so big as if it's throbbing.
she bites her lip, trying to control herself from making any sounds, but she does moan a little. because while it does hurt a little bit, she's actually getting some pleasure from it.
unable to control herself any longer, she uses the back of her index and middle finger and rubs his length with it, each finger covering a side. because tbh it's pretty difficult to give someone a handjob when they're clothed ok ok. ]
[ Oh g o d. The moan actually makes him shiver a bit, because it means that okay, this is going better than before, even if he's still as lost as she is. He is trying to make sure she's okay, that she's enjoying this as much as he is though.
He curves his finger just a little, presses in as far as he can go and stills it to hopefully let her get used to this. It gives him a moment when she touches him again too. A moment long enough for his free hand to move to her face, under her chin to try and get her to turn to him. It isn't so he can look her, he just-- ] Let me kiss you.
[ He wants as much contact with her as he can get, especially when he starts to slide his finger out again, sliding it back in just as slowly. ]
[ oh god indeed. she does look up at him when he touches her face, but she ends up squirming a bit when he pulls his finger out and slides it in again, shutting her eyes close and praying to god for her dear life.
she makes an incomprehensible noise again, breathing right at his face, not being able to control what she's feeling. it feels so good... and she definitely wants more. at the same time though, she wants him to feel good. this isn't just about her--it's about them. and she doesn't even ask permission this time when she unzips his trousers so she can put her hand in there.
[ He kisses her when her eyes close to the point where it might be almost bruising. It's sloppier than it was before though, and he has to break away to pant against her when she unzips his trousers and slides her hand in. His own hand slides into her a little faster from the surprise of it too, pressing as deep as he can. His thumb slips up against her too, pressing against her body, rubbing up as he tries to find his footing again.
His other hand drops to help her push his trousers aside, trying to make it easier for her because this has been awkward enough already. She'll find that his own underwear is already damp in one spot too though... for obvious reasons. ]
[ it's a bit difficult to move right now but she tries her best so that she's out of the way and he can pull and push his pants off in peace. she helps a way though, tugging on it when she can and it'll eventually probably join the pile of clothes on the floor. god help them.
but then his finger kind of just zooms up inside her and she can't help but mouth his name rather loudly and airy. god... but she only lets that distract her for a bit because she really wants to return the favour and touch him back. she hesitates once she can finally touch his skin, only going for it after a couple of breaths because who knew something like this takes a lot of confidence? the way she touches him is gentle at first, her fingers holding onto his shaft and stroking it, but she'll pick up the pace if he does too. ]
[ He ends up having to kick them off when they're at the bottom but this is fine. Mostly.
He isn't fine when she says his name like that though, and given how it's louder before, more breathless he does it again. He pushes his finger into her faster, lets his other hand move up to push her other bra strap off her shoulder now. He doesn't try and take it off, but he does let his hand wiggle under the fabric to touch her bare skin. If his finger is already inside her, he somehow doubts he needs to ask permission for this.
Though his fingers squeeze more than he anticipated when her fingers wrap around him and strokes, a low moan falling out as his hips try to twitch towards her hand. ]
[ she can feel the butterflies in her stomach fluttering about. and god, she can't help but moan again when he pushes deeper and faster again. she just can't control it. someone please send help...
it hurts a little bit though when he squeezes her breast like that, it's just a bit too much. she lets out a soft but pained "ah" before she goes back to trying to catch her breath. it's a pretty difficult feat when all your heart is literally racing with your body. despite that though, her hold on him remains, not letting go. she matches his pace, stroking what she can. ]
[ He can't even tell where the butterflies are anymore, his skin tingles all over and he can't think anymore. He does at least realise his mistake, whispers out a soft sorry as he curves his hand instead, hoping that he doesn't end up surprised by how good something feels and does it again.
While his hand is like that though, he reaches to trap her nipple between his thumb and finger, rolling it gently. Hopefully she won't fall back off his lap while they're like this though because he isn't holding her against him now and he can feel his hips trying to roll into her hand.
It's when she matches his pace that his head tips back with a moan. At least this time when his eyes flash and a clock drops from his table, the cabinet rolling along a bit, she should know it isn't... a bad sign. His finger inside her stutters a bit. Though she's wet enough now that he tries to press in another finger, slowing his pace to make sure it isn't too much of a push but honestly he's just feeling a desperate need to make sure they both get the best out of this. ]
[ she doesn't even hear the clock fall, her head just so busy with whatever this is. merlin can do unconscious magic all he likes because right now, athena isn't even paying attention to anything but this pleasurable feeling and making sure he's feeling the same thing she's feeling right now.
when he puts another finger in, she gasps, though at least she doesn't call his name anymore and isn't being loud??? it hurts a little, partly because this is a new sensation and because of how tight she is. it hurts, but she still likes it. though the additional pressure in her though sends her to pull a little faster.
at the very least, she won't fall because one hand is on his shoulder and is gripping tightly. ]
[ His heart is pounding so hard he can only hear that in his ears, even her gasp is quiet in comparison. He does slow his hand with the two fingers though, knowing it probably isn't going to be as easy now. He wants his hand free though, so after a moment of trying to catch his breath (impossible, honestly) he nudges her bra down enough so his mouth can press against her skin. He leaves an open kiss there, his hand moving to clutch at her back as his hips do buck up this time.
He seems to forget that he was trying to wait with his fingers too and ends up pumping them into her again, sliding them all the way out and rubbing up against her to the point where the side of his thumb nudges against her clit as he moves his hand.
[ between that kiss and his fingers, she can barely contain herself. she moans again, tilting her body backwards a bit as she tries to take in a little more oxygen.
whatever merlin is doing though, he should keep doing it. it tickles but not in the same way that it does when his fingers play with her sides. the feeling is worlds apart. this is so much better.
there's not much she can do now but keep doing what she's doing, though her hold on his shaft gets a bit more intense as time ticks because this feeling is honestly just as intense. ]
[ His hand flattens against her back, supporting her just as much as she's supporting herself when she leans back. His tongue slides over her skin before he just has to bury his face there as orgasm hits. He groans out her name in gasps, eyes wide as he stares at her skin but he isn't really seeing anything. He loses control of himself, drawers go flying out of place, his wardrobe doors open and shut a couple of times... His room is a fucking mess, honestly.
All he can do is just roll his hips and slam his fingers into her as fast as he can. It's slippy now, his thumb unknowingly grinding down against her at the same time with a little more pressure. Nothing too harsh, but it should amp up the experience. ]
[ god. there's the rattling noises and then there's merlin cumming and athena just loses it. her hand is so wet now, and she pulls away slowly as if in complete disbelief that everything just happened. but ah... this just means that she did good, right? ] Hah... Did I do that right? [ she really has to ask to make sure.
she certainly didn't expect the sudden pressure on her though and she leans back again. god help her. she really needs it right now. ]
[ He's shivering a little as he tries to wind down and he can't trust his voice right now, so all he can do is nod against her. He slowly pulls himself away, probably looking like an utter mess if anything. ]
You haven't...? [ Well she definitely feels wet but she hasn't reacted like he did yet so-- jesus what are you supposed to do?!?! ]
[ she doesn't look disappointed or anything, but she does shake her head. it's fine if she hasn't, really. she was still able to feel good about something, which is probably the important (!?!?!?!?) part here.
she looks around for a towel or something to wipe her hands with, though. but lbr what she actually wants beyond a towel is an actual shower... that would make her feel so good right now. ]
[ Yeah but... he doesn't get it, wouldn't it feel uncomfortable? Like your body can't cool down or ... He bites his lip.
Now he just feels bad... ah. ] Sorry-- [ Merlin it's not like you've even seen a girl half naked before, nevermind like this jfc. ] Should I...?
[ Try harder??? Just stop????????? He doesn't know why she's looking around either but Athena why would he have a towel in his bedroom. You need the bathroom for that. ]
[ WELL MAYBE HIS MESSY BEDROOM HAS A TOWEL who knows!!!! or a hanky or something! :E gosh merlin. gosh.
but ah... athena's already red but her face gets even redder when merlin speaks. it's probably the same colour as her hair now. some strands are stuck to her body because of the sweat, making her look even more like a mess but it's not as bad as her hand. ]
Um-- It's fine? [ it'd be totally selfish of her if he kept going just for her anyway!?!? she doesn't know... ok... ] We- [ she looks away as she bites her lip. ] We can stop.
[ It wasn't messy before this happened?!?!? But ah... it probably doesn't help that... half her bra is still pulled down right? But he definitely frowns at that, finally sliding his hand away just in case that is uncomfortable. Just. ] You're sure? I can... probably concentrate better now.
but ah... merlin!??!?! stop putting pressure on her. she kind of feels bad for saying no now, mostly because she can tell he's feeling bad too, but it's just even more embarrassing now?!?! what just happened is already too much to handle, putting some spotlight on her would just be way too much for comfort. ]
I'm sure. [ at least now her breathing's stable and calm, though. ] Are you okay?
[ He nods a little though when she says she's sure, dropping it now. He'll just make sure that next time this awkward conversation doesn't have to happen. ] Okay.
[ He leans to give her a small kiss, breathes out slowly. ] I'm okay. We-- [ That's when he finally looks to the side and sees how fucked his room is. He blinks, eyebrows shooting up. ] --should probably... um. Shower?
[ He feels just as gross now too, it's okay, but god where is anything in his room now?! ]
athena nods without saying anything, though, and heads inside the bathroom to wash her hands before she unhooks her bra and just lets it fall on the floor alongside her undies. hopefully merlin doesn't see any of that before she remembers the door is open and she doesn't really need to get embarrassed any further.
she takes her time in showering, though, probably close to an hour before she comes back out to grab her bag and go back inside the bathroom to actually get dressed. she doesn't know if she should wear a dress again for dinner?? but right now she changed to some comfy clothing. just a white tank top and pink shorts.
... does merlin have a hair dryer because she could use one right now. ]
His eyes are already shut though, she doesn't have to worry about him watching her or anything. After around twenty five minutes of her being in there though he definitely fell asleep... even if his hand is still gross too. Thanks Athena.
There's a hairdryer in his room on his bookcase but it's only a small one considering he doesn't have much hair. ]
[ well, she wouldn't want to wake him up with the noise the hair dryer makes, so she sits on the edge of the bed and taps his shoulder in an attempt to wake him up. at least it's not her who fell asleep this time around!! ]
Hey, it's your turn now. [ sorry she took so long... >w< ]
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WHY
she bites her lip, trying to control herself from making any sounds, but she does moan a little. because while it does hurt a little bit, she's actually getting some pleasure from it.
unable to control herself any longer, she uses the back of her index and middle finger and rubs his length with it, each finger covering a side. because tbh it's pretty difficult to give someone a handjob when they're clothed ok ok. ]
this is embarrassing
He curves his finger just a little, presses in as far as he can go and stills it to hopefully let her get used to this. It gives him a moment when she touches him again too. A moment long enough for his free hand to move to her face, under her chin to try and get her to turn to him. It isn't so he can look her, he just-- ] Let me kiss you.
[ He wants as much contact with her as he can get, especially when he starts to slide his finger out again, sliding it back in just as slowly. ]
why are we doing this
she makes an incomprehensible noise again, breathing right at his face, not being able to control what she's feeling. it feels so good... and she definitely wants more. at the same time though, she wants him to feel good. this isn't just about her--it's about them. and she doesn't even ask permission this time when she unzips his trousers so she can put her hand in there.
ah... ]
because they're dumb and silly?!?!?
His other hand drops to help her push his trousers aside, trying to make it easier for her because this has been awkward enough already. She'll find that his own underwear is already damp in one spot too though... for obvious reasons. ]
Breathes heavily
but then his finger kind of just zooms up inside her and she can't help but mouth his name rather loudly and airy. god... but she only lets that distract her for a bit because she really wants to return the favour and touch him back. she hesitates once she can finally touch his skin, only going for it after a couple of breaths because who knew something like this takes a lot of confidence? the way she touches him is gentle at first, her fingers holding onto his shaft and stroking it, but she'll pick up the pace if he does too. ]
breathes deeply...
He isn't fine when she says his name like that though, and given how it's louder before, more breathless he does it again. He pushes his finger into her faster, lets his other hand move up to push her other bra strap off her shoulder now. He doesn't try and take it off, but he does let his hand wiggle under the fabric to touch her bare skin. If his finger is already inside her, he somehow doubts he needs to ask permission for this.
Though his fingers squeeze more than he anticipated when her fingers wrap around him and strokes, a low moan falling out as his hips try to twitch towards her hand. ]
I'm suffering so much right now
it hurts a little bit though when he squeezes her breast like that, it's just a bit too much. she lets out a soft but pained "ah" before she goes back to trying to catch her breath. it's a pretty difficult feat when all your heart is literally racing with your body. despite that though, her hold on him remains, not letting go. she matches his pace, stroking what she can. ]
are you....
While his hand is like that though, he reaches to trap her nipple between his thumb and finger, rolling it gently. Hopefully she won't fall back off his lap while they're like this though because he isn't holding her against him now and he can feel his hips trying to roll into her hand.
It's when she matches his pace that his head tips back with a moan. At least this time when his eyes flash and a clock drops from his table, the cabinet rolling along a bit, she should know it isn't... a bad sign. His finger inside her stutters a bit. Though she's wet enough now that he tries to press in another finger, slowing his pace to make sure it isn't too much of a push but honestly he's just feeling a desperate need to make sure they both get the best out of this. ]
Yes
when he puts another finger in, she gasps, though at least she doesn't call his name anymore and isn't being loud??? it hurts a little, partly because this is a new sensation and because of how tight she is. it hurts, but she still likes it. though the additional pressure in her though sends her to pull a little faster.
at the very least, she won't fall because one hand is on his shoulder and is gripping tightly. ]
cuddles you?!?!
He seems to forget that he was trying to wait with his fingers too and ends up pumping them into her again, sliding them all the way out and rubbing up against her to the point where the side of his thumb nudges against her clit as he moves his hand.
ah... ]
Get away from me
whatever merlin is doing though, he should keep doing it. it tickles but not in the same way that it does when his fingers play with her sides. the feeling is worlds apart. this is so much better.
there's not much she can do now but keep doing what she's doing, though her hold on his shaft gets a bit more intense as time ticks because this feeling is honestly just as intense. ]
noooooooooooo
All he can do is just roll his hips and slam his fingers into her as fast as he can. It's slippy now, his thumb unknowingly grinding down against her at the same time with a little more pressure. Nothing too harsh, but it should amp up the experience. ]
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she certainly didn't expect the sudden pressure on her though and she leans back again. god help her. she really needs it right now. ]
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You haven't...? [ Well she definitely feels wet but she hasn't reacted like he did yet so-- jesus what are you supposed to do?!?! ]
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she looks around for a towel or something to wipe her hands with, though. but lbr what she actually wants beyond a towel is an actual shower... that would make her feel so good right now. ]
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Now he just feels bad... ah. ] Sorry-- [ Merlin it's not like you've even seen a girl half naked before, nevermind like this jfc. ] Should I...?
[ Try harder??? Just stop????????? He doesn't know why she's looking around either but Athena why would he have a towel in his bedroom. You need the bathroom for that. ]
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but ah... athena's already red but her face gets even redder when merlin speaks. it's probably the same colour as her hair now. some strands are stuck to her body because of the sweat, making her look even more like a mess but it's not as bad as her hand. ]
Um-- It's fine? [ it'd be totally selfish of her if he kept going just for her anyway!?!? she doesn't know... ok... ] We- [ she looks away as she bites her lip. ] We can stop.
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[ Because there's no way he could before... ]
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but ah... merlin!??!?! stop putting pressure on her. she kind of feels bad for saying no now, mostly because she can tell he's feeling bad too, but it's just even more embarrassing now?!?! what just happened is already too much to handle, putting some spotlight on her would just be way too much for comfort. ]
I'm sure. [ at least now her breathing's stable and calm, though. ] Are you okay?
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[ He leans to give her a small kiss, breathes out slowly. ] I'm okay. We-- [ That's when he finally looks to the side and sees how fucked his room is. He blinks, eyebrows shooting up. ] --should probably... um. Shower?
[ He feels just as gross now too, it's okay, but god where is anything in his room now?! ]
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[ hopefully she's not jumping the gun by outright rejecting him for something he actually wants, though. . .
besides, merlin would probably want to fix his room... waiting for her to finish showering would be a good time to tidy it up a bit. ]
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[ And he's just going to flop back on his bed and take a deep breath.
...He's kind of exhausted now sorry. ]
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HE SAID "WE"
athena nods without saying anything, though, and heads inside the bathroom to wash her hands before she unhooks her bra and just lets it fall on the floor alongside her undies. hopefully merlin doesn't see any of that before she remembers the door is open and she doesn't really need to get embarrassed any further.
she takes her time in showering, though, probably close to an hour before she comes back out to grab her bag and go back inside the bathroom to actually get dressed. she doesn't know if she should wear a dress again for dinner?? but right now she changed to some comfy clothing. just a white tank top and pink shorts.
... does merlin have a hair dryer because she could use one right now. ]
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His eyes are already shut though, she doesn't have to worry about him watching her or anything. After around twenty five minutes of her being in there though he definitely fell asleep... even if his hand is still gross too. Thanks Athena.
There's a hairdryer in his room on his bookcase but it's only a small one considering he doesn't have much hair. ]
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Hey, it's your turn now. [ sorry she took so long... >w< ]
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