post of shame

[psycholawgy]

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[sortileges]

[ Thankfully it really is light, but it still makes him confused when he glances back at her. It's cute though, now that she's stopped angsting anyway. ]

It's fine. [ Because he doesn't know what else to say really, feeling a little heavy hearted despite himself. ] Thank you too... I guess?

[psycholawgy]

[ that actually makes her laugh. there's nothing that she's done that deserves thanks, really. compared to all the things merlin's given her, done for her, what she has is nothing. ]

I don't know what you're thanking me for, silly.

[sortileges]

[ A million things, really. Though some of which are things he can't really say. ]

I don't know... It just felt right to say. [ He leads her out onto the rooftop then, but it's still a pretty clear night all things considered. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ once they're back on the blankets, she opens the tupperware and pushes it towards him. ]

Here. Eat up.

[sortileges]

[ He glances at her then, eyes narrowing suspiciously. ]

Don't think I haven't forgotten... You should have some too.

[psycholawgy]

I said I would eat with you.

[ so don't look so angry?! she pokes his cheek before trying to push it up a bit so his lips form a smile. ]

[sortileges]

[ He's only doing it to prove a point, okay?! Though he does lauh when she starts to push his mouth into a smile--only to pretend to nom her finger instead. Ah. ]

I know, [He pushes the box back into the middle. ] Let's keep it here then.

[psycholawgy]

[ she breaks a cookie in half before taking it out of the container. she'll just eat the other half if she feels like it later. ]

What kind of sweets are there in Camelot?

[ just curious... ]

[sortileges]

[ He takes one for himself, chewing one side before thinking about her question. ]

Mostly apple or fruit pie. We don't really have much else.

[psycholawgy]

[ she's quick to finish the cookie in her hand, surprising when she didn't even have an appetite before this. ]

Apple pie sounds good right now.

[sortileges]

[ He gives her a soft smile when she finishes eating, but also because of ehat she says. ]

It's pretty good.

[psycholawgy]

[ now that she's done eating, though, she lays down on the blanket and rests her head against a pillow. ]

There's no chocolate?

[sortileges]

[ He shakes his head. ]

From what I've heard that came a long time after.

[psycholawgy]

[ that's unfortunate... chocolates are so good! ]

What about orange juice?

[sortileges]

[ and it keeps getting worse. His gaze dips, amd he frowns slightly. ]

We don't have oranges, either.

[psycholawgy]

[ that only makes her close her eyes, a soft smile on her face. ]

That's okay. You're there.

[sortileges]

[ It just makes him feel guiltier though, because for her to make that sacrifice... It's a lot to give up. ]

We have berries. Maybe we can make juice woth those.

[psycholawgy]

[ she rolls to rest on her stomach and places her arm under the pillow, getting comfortable in her spot. ]

Maybe. Water's just as good.

[sortileges]

[ He only frowns then. ]

We don't always have water. [ Ah... ]

[psycholawgy]

That's okay, too.

[ idk she really doesn't care. it's why she heaves out a sigh, content and at peace tbh. ]

[sortileges]

[ he doesn't get it really, but he doesnt want to force the issue either. I stead he just stays quiet and eats one more cookie, pushing the box aside after. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ if he doesn't say anything the next ten minutes, she'll most likely pass out, ah... she's just more than glad that he's back and he was able to promise something like that. it gives her a reason to go on, really. ]