[ No... he just needs to hear it. He wants to know that she isn't only doing this because he wants to. It's hard to hear her heart though when his own is pounding in his ears ... especially with what she says. ]
Thank you.
[ He leans to kiss her on the mouth again first though, trying to calm both their nerves by kissing her deeply. Even after that though, he kisses along her neck, slowly inching his way down her body with kisses along the way. ]
[ even with the kiss, she still isn't fully calm. it's why she wiggles every now and then to try and make herself comfortable. it might be distracting for merlin, though. nothing's even happened yet and she's already breathing heavily, but that's only because she's nervous. ]
[ He gives her the wiggle room though, because while they've done Things before, it wasn't like this. She usually was concentrating on him at the same time. It was mutual. Slowly, he kisses over her tummy, nudging the nightdress up a little higher so he can kiss her skin instead of the mesh.
Her hip is kissed next before he dips lower to kiss the inside of her thigh. His hands are probably shaking a little too by now, just as nervous. But... he wants to be able to give her this, so. ]
I love you.
[ He murmurs it against her skin, his hand moving to under her thigh to lift it a bit. Rather than going and jumping straight to it, he tries to just get her more comfortable with him kissing and touching her a little more intimately. Though his own nerves are probably just as noticeable... oops. ]
[ really she's forcing herself to calm down too, just to help him. it's not just she doesn't appreciate what he's doing but it's just something new and terrifying.
she closes her eyes and breathes in deep, thinking of outer space and flowers and spring waters running. eventually, she breathes out an "i love you" right back, having relaxed a bit. she does try to reach out for one of his hands too, just to hold it. it might be a little bit awkward position-wise, though. ]
[ Of course it is... this is ... way more than they've done before let's be real here.
He sees her hand reach out at least and shifts so he can let her leg rest again, but she might have to wait a minute for him to hold it properly. He gives her hand a gentle squeeze then leans up until his fingers can hook around the side of her underwear to slowly nudge them down a bit.
It means he goes back to kissing her tummy gently though, trying to ensure her that he'll be careful, and even though it probably won't help, it's to try and make it less embarrassing. ]
[ the kisses on her tummy make her skin feel prickly, but in a good way. it makes her realise now how gentle and careful he's being, and that helps a lot, too. it feels a bit colder now with her underwear down, but she tries not to think about it too much. this'll be fine.
she really does want to kiss him back, though. but she can just have him later... she'll be patient. uwu ]
[ He has to shift her hips a little to slide the material down under her butt, but he keeps his eyes closed to hopefully make her feel more comfortable. That... can't last forever, however. Once he reaches her knees he has to lean back to finish sliding them off. He's nice enough to just drop them at the bottom of the bed where the covers are flung off to the side though.
When he kisses her again, mind you, it's right at the top of her inner thigh, and his hand reaches out to curl with hers to give her some grounding before he really does start. ]
he won't be able to miss how her lower body twitches when he kisses her inner thigh, but he won't be able to see how she forces her eyes to close even more. her grip on him tightens, and she lets out a deep breath. try not to freak out too much, cykes! ]
Though he does go slowly, carefully inching closer. He kisses under her belly button, sinking lower as his free hand curls around the outside of her thigh, fingers splaying to part her legs a little more. He kisses softly with just a brush of lips between her legs, until finally he sinks low enough to slide his tongue against her, dragging his tongue down while trying to hold her steady.
a gasp escapes her and she remains breathless for a few good moments. her back even arches and she folds her knees a little. merlin????? he really will have to hold her steady because this is too shocking. but in a good way, at least. ]
Look... he's having to guess a little too, because while the materials he was given gave him some details it wasn't visual or anything???? Thankfully the arm around her leg will stop her from jumping up, but she'll be able to arch and squirm as much as she wants. His tongue circles slightly to move back up, but it's literally only the tip of his tongue that touches her compared to before. It's weird but... considering he can hear the gasp and he can feel the way she's reacting it's more encouragement than anything else. ]
[ or she just needs to squeeze the hell out of his hand. that's fine too.
though him being more confident about things will definitely help. she doesn't know anything about what he's doing but if he feels good about what he's doing then she'd be able to hear what his heart is saying. what he does is more than teasing though. it's ticklish like hell and it's arousing more than anything.
[ If she keeps it up she'll just hear his kokoro being in pain?!?!?! Athena?!?! Or he'll just have to pull his hand away, either way.
Though of course he's being a little teasing. There'd be no fun in it if he just got her off asap for the hell of it. He wants her to enjoy herself, to just drown in pleasure to make up for the fact that she tried so hard last night.
After his mouth moves back up though he presses a little closer so his lips press over where her clitoris should be and he lightly sucks on the skin, trying to arouse her.
it's working, that's for sure. she squeezes his hand but not too tightly that it should kill him, at least. even though she doesn't like being teased, this might actually make the experience a lot better. it makes both her body and breath shake when he sucks on the skin.
... and now she doesn't know what to do with herself. ]
[ His hand twitches just slightly against hers, like he's trying to give her a gentle squeeze back, but he's too busy concentrating on trying to make her feel good to do it properly. He hums against her instead. He ends up having to change the grip on her hand so he hold it across her tummy.
It's just to try and keep her steady when his other hand lets go of her leg to smooth up and down her inner thigh. It's only when he pulls his mouth back that he shifts his hand so his thumb can lightly tease her in that spot instead. If she thinks she's having a break at all though... she'd be wrong.
His hand gives hers one last squeeze before he lowers his head under his hand, tongue dipping lower until it's close to her entrance then he's teasing his tongue there.
[ HE REALLY NEEDS TO STOP TEASING HER LIKE THIS. or just teasing her, period!
she folds one leg up some more until her calf presses against the back of her thigh. ]
Merlin... [ she's whining now, urging him to do more. ah... ] I want you.
[ and you know what, because he keeps teasing her like this, her free hand goes under her nightdress to touch her skin. at first she just gently slides two fingers against her tummy but then she puts her hand under her bra.
[ Nah... it's more fun if she goes a little crazy!!!
Her voice and words make him shift a little on the bed though, groaning softly because he definitely... ended up rubbing himself against the mattress a little. Ah.
And because she asked? He doesn't give a warning before he presses his tongue inside her. It's awkward and makes his neck ache but hopefully it'll feel good for her.
Really though, she's free to touch herself as much as she needs to. ]
[ JESUS she wasn't wrong about this experience being terrifying.
terrifyingly great, anyway. it's a lot different from having a finger inside her but this still feels good. at least if he gets a stiff neck from this, he'll be glad to know that she is enjoying what she's getting.
the sensation of being touched and touching herself are worlds apart too, but this is the best she's getting when... merlin is down there. (unsure) she at least pretends that she's being touched by him, mouthing his name again as her thumb gently rubs against her nipple. ]
[ To be fair she could move his hand up if she wanted to ... He's lanky enough and she's short enough ah...
Though he's trying to concentrate right now, tasting her as he slides his tongue in and out of her, mimicking what he did with his finger before. He has to pull away after a few minutes to breathe though, but instead of letting her go, he just switches so his mouth is teasing her clitoris again and his fingers tease her, his index finger sliding into her and curving to make a come hither motion on her insides. ]
[ she tries not to be noisy or anything which is why she bites her lip instead. athena really has no self-control though because she squeals when his tongue goes in and out. her other leg folds up a bit more when his finger slides in, too, and this time the squeeze she gives his hand is a lot stronger. ]
Merlin-- [ really he's done this more than twice already but she still feels that one finger is huge as fuck. SHE IS GOING TO DIE IF HE DOES END UP BEDDING HER. ]
[ He honestly has to hold back a laugh when she squeals, and instead shifts his mouth to her leg, hiding his face there. ]
You know-- [ His voice is way too low... ah. ] --you can make noise here if you want to, right?
[ It's the honeymoon suite ... pls... people expect it?! No worries though Athena, he goes slowly with it, just rubbing his finger up inside her to try and ease her THANKFULLY THERE'S LUBE IN THAT BOX TOO HUH ... ]
I-- I don't-- [ want to be too loud?? she's already loud when she talks she doesn't want to be loud in bed too. in a much softer tone, though, like a loud whisper: ] Keep talking.
[ god god god this is really embarrassing but it's probably because her brain feels like goo that she just ends up saying what she's thinking, anyway. ]
[ He just presumes she's embarrassed, but really... this is hot too. Talking like this while his finger tries to stretch her out a little. He can't use his mouth on her and talk to her at the same time, so... ]
It sounds good when you gasp or make little noises too though. [ Even if... yeah okay, she's embarrassing him just as much by saying that. It's a good sign to know that this is working well though. ]
You're always hot. I'm starting to wonder what it'd be like if we ordered strawberries later, maybe some cream and I just ate them off you instead.
[ He's joking tbh but ah... He'd do it after seeing her like this if it'd do this to her again. ]
[ well she was embarrassed earlier but now she literally feels hot. her skin turns red and it's as if she has a fever with how scorching hot her skin feels.
and now she's just imagining what that would be like. her breathing's become louder and while she isn't panting or anything, it still isn't slow. ]
Do-- Do you want to do that? [ because really, that's hot too. ]
[ It's hot to watch her like this though, case in point when he licks his lips as he looks at her. His heart is pounding from being this gross though (kind of gross??? over sexual... but she's enjoying it so--) which is why he ends up biting his lip, getting a little shy now. ]
I could eat you up. [ His skin is flushing too much too now, which is why he turns his head to bite her inner thigh lightly. His finger slowly starts to move in and out of her again too, hoping to distract her a little. ]
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Thank you.
[ He leans to kiss her on the mouth again first though, trying to calm both their nerves by kissing her deeply. Even after that though, he kisses along her neck, slowly inching his way down her body with kisses along the way. ]
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Her hip is kissed next before he dips lower to kiss the inside of her thigh. His hands are probably shaking a little too by now, just as nervous. But... he wants to be able to give her this, so. ]
I love you.
[ He murmurs it against her skin, his hand moving to under her thigh to lift it a bit. Rather than going and jumping straight to it, he tries to just get her more comfortable with him kissing and touching her a little more intimately. Though his own nerves are probably just as noticeable... oops. ]
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she closes her eyes and breathes in deep, thinking of outer space and flowers and spring waters running. eventually, she breathes out an "i love you" right back, having relaxed a bit. she does try to reach out for one of his hands too, just to hold it. it might be a little bit awkward position-wise, though. ]
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He sees her hand reach out at least and shifts so he can let her leg rest again, but she might have to wait a minute for him to hold it properly. He gives her hand a gentle squeeze then leans up until his fingers can hook around the side of her underwear to slowly nudge them down a bit.
It means he goes back to kissing her tummy gently though, trying to ensure her that he'll be careful, and even though it probably won't help, it's to try and make it less embarrassing. ]
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she really does want to kiss him back, though. but she can just have him later... she'll be patient. uwu ]
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When he kisses her again, mind you, it's right at the top of her inner thigh, and his hand reaches out to curl with hers to give her some grounding before he really does start. ]
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he won't be able to miss how her lower body twitches when he kisses her inner thigh, but he won't be able to see how she forces her eyes to close even more. her grip on him tightens, and she lets out a deep breath. try not to freak out too much, cykes! ]
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Though he does go slowly, carefully inching closer. He kisses under her belly button, sinking lower as his free hand curls around the outside of her thigh, fingers splaying to part her legs a little more. He kisses softly with just a brush of lips between her legs, until finally he sinks low enough to slide his tongue against her, dragging his tongue down while trying to hold her steady.
Ganbatte Athena... ]
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a gasp escapes her and she remains breathless for a few good moments. her back even arches and she folds her knees a little. merlin????? he really will have to hold her steady because this is too shocking. but in a good way, at least. ]
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Look... he's having to guess a little too, because while the materials he was given gave him some details it wasn't visual or anything???? Thankfully the arm around her leg will stop her from jumping up, but she'll be able to arch and squirm as much as she wants. His tongue circles slightly to move back up, but it's literally only the tip of his tongue that touches her compared to before. It's weird but... considering he can hear the gasp and he can feel the way she's reacting it's more encouragement than anything else. ]
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though him being more confident about things will definitely help. she doesn't know anything about what he's doing but if he feels good about what he's doing then she'd be able to hear what his heart is saying. what he does is more than teasing though. it's ticklish like hell and it's arousing more than anything.
okay maybe she does need the luck. ]
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Though of course he's being a little teasing. There'd be no fun in it if he just got her off asap for the hell of it. He wants her to enjoy herself, to just drown in pleasure to make up for the fact that she tried so hard last night.
After his mouth moves back up though he presses a little closer so his lips press over where her clitoris should be and he lightly sucks on the skin, trying to arouse her.
Please don't break his hand. ]
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it's working, that's for sure. she squeezes his hand but not too tightly that it should kill him, at least. even though she doesn't like being teased, this might actually make the experience a lot better. it makes both her body and breath shake when he sucks on the skin.
... and now she doesn't know what to do with herself. ]
i feel so dirty /)//////(\
It's just to try and keep her steady when his other hand lets go of her leg to smooth up and down her inner thigh. It's only when he pulls his mouth back that he shifts his hand so his thumb can lightly tease her in that spot instead. If she thinks she's having a break at all though... she'd be wrong.
His hand gives hers one last squeeze before he lowers his head under his hand, tongue dipping lower until it's close to her entrance then he's teasing his tongue there.
Truly... good luck Athena......... ]
You wanted this?!
she folds one leg up some more until her calf presses against the back of her thigh. ]
Merlin... [ she's whining now, urging him to do more. ah... ] I want you.
[ and you know what, because he keeps teasing her like this, her free hand goes under her nightdress to touch her skin. at first she just gently slides two fingers against her tummy but then she puts her hand under her bra.
help. ]
I did (blush)
Her voice and words make him shift a little on the bed though, groaning softly because he definitely... ended up rubbing himself against the mattress a little. Ah.
And because she asked? He doesn't give a warning before he presses his tongue inside her. It's awkward and makes his neck ache but hopefully it'll feel good for her.
Really though, she's free to touch herself as much as she needs to. ]
Smh woman
terrifyingly great, anyway. it's a lot different from having a finger inside her but this still feels good. at least if he gets a stiff neck from this, he'll be glad to know that she is enjoying what she's getting.
the sensation of being touched and touching herself are worlds apart too, but this is the best she's getting when... merlin is down there. (unsure) she at least pretends that she's being touched by him, mouthing his name again as her thumb gently rubs against her nipple. ]
c//8
Though he's trying to concentrate right now, tasting her as he slides his tongue in and out of her, mimicking what he did with his finger before. He has to pull away after a few minutes to breathe though, but instead of letting her go, he just switches so his mouth is teasing her clitoris again and his fingers tease her, his index finger sliding into her and curving to make a come hither motion on her insides. ]
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Merlin-- [ really he's done this more than twice already but she still feels that one finger is huge as fuck. SHE IS GOING TO DIE IF HE DOES END UP BEDDING HER. ]
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You know-- [ His voice is way too low... ah. ] --you can make noise here if you want to, right?
[ It's the honeymoon suite ... pls... people expect it?! No worries though Athena, he goes slowly with it, just rubbing his finger up inside her to try and ease her THANKFULLY THERE'S LUBE IN THAT BOX TOO HUH ... ]
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I-- I don't-- [ want to be too loud?? she's already loud when she talks she doesn't want to be loud in bed too. in a much softer tone, though, like a loud whisper: ] Keep talking.
[ god god god this is really embarrassing but it's probably because her brain feels like goo that she just ends up saying what she's thinking, anyway. ]
You're so hot right now.
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It sounds good when you gasp or make little noises too though. [ Even if... yeah okay, she's embarrassing him just as much by saying that. It's a good sign to know that this is working well though. ]
You're always hot. I'm starting to wonder what it'd be like if we ordered strawberries later, maybe some cream and I just ate them off you instead.
[ He's joking tbh but ah... He'd do it after seeing her like this if it'd do this to her again. ]
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and now she's just imagining what that would be like. her breathing's become louder and while she isn't panting or anything, it still isn't slow. ]
Do-- Do you want to do that? [ because really, that's hot too. ]
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I could eat you up. [ His skin is flushing too much too now, which is why he turns his head to bite her inner thigh lightly. His finger slowly starts to move in and out of her again too, hoping to distract her a little. ]
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