post of shame

[psycholawgy]

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[psycholawgy]

[ like she's gonna listen!! she just mumbles some incoherent words and points at her mouh which is full. she means she can't speak.

what a loser. ]

[sortileges]

[ Maybe they should have saved the food for later if she's going like this...? ]

Just remember to chew, okay?

[ He can't help but smile like an idiot though, even though he's starting to eat again now. There's a lot less teasing and sharing too, though he does at least take sips of tea in the middle to wash it all down. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ because she's eating so quickly, she finishes first, gulping down her milk and then her glass of water afterwards.

once the glass is set back down on the tray, she eagerly... screams... ]

Done!

[ merlin do you regret everythig now ]

[sortileges]

[ ATHENA THIS WASN'T A RACE... He's at least close to finishing his food when she yells that out, but he does have to lift his shoulder to cover his ear. Ow?! ]

I didn't realise you were that eager to kiss me.

[ :9 but he's okay with it... in fact, he pushes their trays onto the trolley, nudging it to the side. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ ... now she just feels embarrassed. and instead of pouncing on him, she just crosses her arms and looks away. (tsunning responsibly.) ]

Shut up!

[ she really does like kissing him, though. ]

[sortileges]

[ Ah, but he likes it when she's embarrassed... Which is why he moves to nudge her back onto the bed then by lightly pressing on her shoulder. He leans across until he can kiss the corner of her mouth. ]

I'll stop talking, at least.

[ Which means the next time he moves his mouth, it's to kiss her properly on the mouth. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ good thing she isn't wearing widget right now, because he would definitely sigh and say "oh finally, thank god" LAJDALFHAJD

you can bet she's kissing him back though, probably with more energy than he's putting. ]

[sortileges]

[ SDGKSDGKSD widget... keeping it real......... i see...........

Thankfully she isn't wearing widget though, because it means he isn't distracted when she kisses him back with gusto. He ends up having to shift himself to rest on her, head tilting a bit so he can kiss her deeper. Yum :9 ]

[psycholawgy]

[ he doesn't have to worry about putting all his weight on her this time at least, because she's pulling him by the collar. she slips her tongue in his mouth, too, circling it a bit looking for his tongue. this is what happens when you leave a girl hella thirsty for one night. ]

[sortileges]

[ He lets out a soft 'umph' against her mouth as she pulls him in, mouth opening enough to let her do as she pleases. He ends up groaning softly too because it wasn't like... he hadn't been thirsty... it was just shocking okok.

It's why he hesitates before letting one of his hands move to her waist, fingers splaying over her side and feeling along the mesh material. He definitely doesn't let all of his weight drop though, and instead uses his other hand to make sure of that. dgjd ]

[psycholawgy]

[ one hand moves from his neck over his shoulder and down his back. the pressure she's applying on the collar of his shirt doesn't loosen at all though. he's made her wait like this and now that she's getting some action she isn't going to let him off easy.

which is also probably why her kisses seem more hungry and aggressive than usual. ]

[sortileges]

[ Where did she learn to breathe while kissing?!?!?! He's fine for a little while, but he has to keep taking short breaks just because... damn gurl you hungry. It's fine though, it isn't like he pulls away, though she might be able to hear the frantic beating of his heart whenever he has to take a short chance to pant for air.

He mumbles something unintelligible in the middle, but she might be able to make out the soft "I love you" that he's saying there. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ she takes in air too you know?! which means yes she does take breaks too but alfhakf LOOK...

eventually, she does pull away, tugging on his lower lip as she does. a hand slides into his hair again to carress him a bit. the smile she has on her face is so content. so in love. ]

I really wanted to kiss you like this last night, you know.

[sortileges]

[ dsGKSKSDG look . . . she's also physically fitter than him :(

He does release a tiny moan when she tugs on his hip, and finally slowly lets himself rest against her. His heart is pounding just from the way she's looking at him tbh.

Nevermind what she says. ]

Sorry... Do you want me... to make it up to you? I mean. Um.

[ He ends up having to clear his throat because it goes a little raspy tbh. ]

[psycholawgy]

Wha- What?

[ that actually makes her laugh, but at first it comes out more like a cough since there is more pressure on her chest as usual and puffing up is a bit more of a challenge for her body. ]

How are you even going to do that?

[sortileges]

[ He cringes when it sounds like she's winded and tries to shift a bit. Instead he looks thoughtful for a minute. ]

I have an idea but... it's embarrassing.

[ Well he definitely isn't looking her in the eye. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ well, now she's curious. he doesn't have to get embarrassed with her though, but lbr she's 70% of the time embarrassed because of the things he tells her. she'll let him have this one. ]

Yes?

[sortileges]

Probably... not only for me.

[ He ends up gnawing the corner of his lip before he glances up at her. ]

I read something... that's supposed to-- [ Okay, his neck and ears are definitely flushing a bit ] --help a woman. In the bedroom.

[ he needs jesus ]

Can I try it?

[psycholawgy]

[ um. she has to swallow and stare up at him as her alarm signals go off. the last time he tried something... well, the night didn't really start off well, did it. but after clearing up that misunderstanding then, everything was fine.

this'll be fine.

though one thing does concern her... ]

What about you?

c8;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

[sortileges]

[ LOOK ... this isn't about him, which is why he just smiles back at her. ]

It wouldn't be me making it up to you if it was like that, would it?

But if you felt good... I'd feel happy. So. [ This time he has to swallow as he shifts himself a bit. The covers are nudged off a little too but while he's shifting his hand moves to rest over her tummy. Slowly, it sinks lower, skimming under the nightdress to tease over her underwear a little. ]

Can I kiss you here?

[psycholawgy]

I don't want it to be just me... [ it comes out more like a whine, because she doesn't want to be selfish??? she wants him to feel good too. she wants to make him feel good, too.

and he might notice that she freezes up for a second or two after she's asked that question. she blinks so many times, in disbelief of what she just heard. it does make her curious, more than anything, though. she's shocked and a tad bit afraid of what might happen, but she does want to know where this will lead to. she wants to know what it'd be like. ]

But, um-- if-- if you want to-- [ then she won't deny him anything. ]

[sortileges]

We can worry about that later. [ He laughs when he says it, and because he's worried she's only frozen up and isn't thinking he rubs his hand up and down her side, trying to ease her. ]

I won't do anything you don't want me to. So do you want me to, or not?

[ You can't answer with "if you want to", Athena. That isn't fair. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ "if you want to" is a totally legitimate answer. merlin is just being rude.

even without her ability, he should be able to hear how loud her heart is pounding right now. it's scary, but also exciting, in a way. ]

I... want you to. [ okay, it's more scary than exciting. still!! ]

[sortileges]

[ No... he just needs to hear it. He wants to know that she isn't only doing this because he wants to. It's hard to hear her heart though when his own is pounding in his ears ... especially with what she says. ]

Thank you.

[ He leans to kiss her on the mouth again first though, trying to calm both their nerves by kissing her deeply. Even after that though, he kisses along her neck, slowly inching his way down her body with kisses along the way. ]

[psycholawgy]

[ even with the kiss, she still isn't fully calm. it's why she wiggles every now and then to try and make herself comfortable. it might be distracting for merlin, though. nothing's even happened yet and she's already breathing heavily, but that's only because she's nervous. ]