psycholawgy | post of shame

[ she probably does. and he'll definitely be able to taste something because athena kisses him back with the same amount of urgency, clearly wanting more of him than she can possibly get.

it's hard when you're thirsty as fuck and your boyfriend's from 600 ad or whatever.

her breathing's gone a bit louder now, and he can likely feel it with the way her chest pounds, or just when she breaks away every now and then to suck in some air before kissing him all over again. ]

[ He's gasping for breath every time they do take breaks, until finally his hand flails to the side to press the button to open the door. He almost falls through, honestly, especially when the bags start bumping at his legs to get into the room as well, finally stopping by the door, spell finished.

Between that and him trying to shut and lock the door just in case, he's a bit of a hot mess honestly. The next time the kiss breaks he's breathing hard and his hands lift up towards her hair, fully intending on getting that loose first so he can slide his hands into it. ]

[ her hairclip loosens quickly enough and drops to the floor, letting athena's hair fall down softly like a fiery beast. why does she have such long hair, ah...

but he's not the only one taking something off of her, though. her hands move towards his jacket, pushing them off his shoulders if she could but it's a bit of a challenge tbh. ]

[ Because it's gorgeous. His hands move to slide into it at first, but it really is difficult to stay like that when she's pushing at his jacket. He drops his arms and helps her roll it over his shoulders. It's a relief to get it off when he feels like he's burning up anyway. ]

[ god, this is so much better. him just wearing a shirt now, she can easily feel his skin under it. she'll probably feel bad for just letting the jacket fall to the floor later but right now it's kissing time :9

he's all she can ever think of right now, honestly. ]

[ It's fine... it's just a jacket and he honestly doesn't give a fuck. His floor is squeaky clean anyway, though they probably tread a bunch of dirt in when they didn't take their shoes off but it's fine.

He's too busy concentrating on moving his mouth against hers to worry about that anyway. With his jacket off he quickly tugs the buttons of his cuffs open, just because he feels too warm right now and that especially feels too much. He tries bunching his sleeves up a bit, then moves to push one hand into her hair again, entangling his fingers in the strands.

His other hand doesn't behave quite as well and instead sinks down over her hip and around to her back until he can grip her behind, squeezing there once as he uses it to pull her flush against himself. ]

[ there's a gentle tug in her hair that makes her make another soft noise, but it's fine... it's not like it hurts or anything. i feels good, more than anything. that she's with him right now. that she's kissing him like this. that he's here.

she tiptoes again, pushing herself into him as much as she can. they're already far too close for anybody else's comfort, but there's that need to be closer, somehow. ]

[ The hand in her hair drops when he feels her tiptoe and push up into him. This time when he breaks the kiss he nudges his nose against her, breathing hard and says: ] Hold on.

[ He does mean literally, as both his hands move to the backs of her legs, and he pulls her up into him. He isn't exactly the strongest but it's just to take them a few more steps towards his bed anyway.

Ah.

Once there he half flops forward, holding his hand out to make sure he doesn't fall onto her too harshly, the other hand at her back to ensure she doesn't just topple down either. Once there he pauses, blinking a few times as if to double check this is real. ]

[ there's a squeak coming from her when he suddenly lifts her like that, and another one once she's on the bed, staring right at him. god, she's probably so red right now, too, but she doesn't seem to mind.

her hand moves up to cup his cheek, gently and softly rubbing it. she'd say something, but she has no idea what he's even thinking and opening her mouth might likely ruin what's already happening now. ]

[ His eyes flutter when her hand cups his cheek, and he even nudges his face against it. He doesn't really avert his eyes though, keeping them on her face. Quietly, when he stays in place like that he murmurs: ] I'm not dreaming, am I?

[ It's just honest and genuine, like he's still trying to place himself here. He's gotten so caught up in the moment it's hard to remember how they even ended up here but it's good. So good. Perfect. ]

[ she shakes her head slowly and her answer is quick. ]

No.

[ not that she knows of, anyway... it doesn't seem like he's dreaming, nor is she dreaming either. this is real.

she closes her eyes for a few seconds to breathe in and out. ]

This is real.

[ No. He exhales sharply and watches her close her eyes. He takes a moment to shift himself a little then, lowering himself properly so he can kiss her neck with an open mouthed kiss, slowly kissing his way to her ear, along her jaw until he's at her mouth again.

His other hand that isn't holding himself steady slides up along her side, feeling along her dress. Between kisses there's a soft whisper of: ] Being with you feels too good to be true. I feel like I'm floating.

[ Really it's true. So much about it is so new and scary, yet at the same time he can't remember feeling this alive. ]

[ well, thanks, but she can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing, so she has to ask. ]

Is that g- good?

[ now she's nervous... ]

[ He rests his forehead against hers then, smiles at her slowly. It's a small smile, but it's utterly warm. ]

It's good. Great, even. I feel high. [ And thanks to ViViD he knows... what that is like now. Ah. ] I've never known a feeling like it before.

Listen. [ His hand reaches to pull hers against his chest, to feel his heartbeat as it practically palpitates. He has to twist himself a little to do it, his hips pressing down harder into hers just to keep his balance. ]

[ merlin, what are you doing with your life?!

she does as what she's told, though, and listens intently. his heart is beating so fast, definitely faster than her own, and it's insane... but- he's happy. and it's more than she could ever ask for. it's the best sound in the entire world. ]

Mm, I can feel it. I can hear it, too.

[ very questionable things, apparently...

He can't stop smiling as he waits for her response, though he does pull her hand away after a short while, to kiss at her wrist, her palm as he curls his fingers with her own-- ] I love you

[ --but then he's shifting to press that hand down to the bed, watching her quietly for a brief second before he leans to kiss her again. This time it's a lot more slow and deliberate though, his hand squeezing hers gently as he tries to keep himself steady. ]

[ her cheeks flush red when he speaks, and it's like the first time he's said it all over again. it really is like a dream come true - being with him and everything. and then he even kisses her, which makes her heart pump faster all the more, but it's not a bad thing.

her eyes flutter a bit before they close as she kisses him back, eyes opening for a short while every now and again to just look at him and take all of this - this whole day - in. ]

[ It's only after a few kisses that he lets himself rest his weight onto her, mostly so his other hand can move against her. He starts with her face, tenderly stroking her cheek. Then, it slides down to her neck then down over her shoulder and arm. He stops there to rub up and down over her arm though, as if hesitating over something.

It's when he stops kissing her to look at her instead that the back of his hand, his knuckles pull in a little to lightly brush the side of her breast.

Ah. ]

[ she clearly feels that and shifts a little bit, trying to hide a giggle at the same time. she can't help it. it's a foreign kind of touch and- and... it's just different. it makes her whole body tingle at the feel of it. ]

[ It's also a lot less awkward compared to last time. He's... a little more confident when it comes to this stuff now, knowing that he can put his trust in her, that she won't judge him too much for being so dumbfounded about this side of things. His hand slides up to follow the curve, grazing up to her collarbone before his hand flattens over her heart.

He listens, feels her heartbeat with lidded eyes for a moment before he leans to kiss her again, almost like he can't get enough of her (he can't) and that is when his hand slides down until it can gently cup her through her dress and bra. The material is thicker than it had been with her shirt but... it's still really soft /// ]

[ he's not the only one who can't get enough of the other, so she's grateful when he leans in and kisses her again. honestly, if time could just stop for a while, she'd give him all the love she possibly could through theses kisses she returns, through the way she pulls him closer, through the way she tries to rid him of his tie (it's hard).

if he's too close, though, he might probably feel widget around her neck and bump into him, but ah... ]

[ Oops, sorry Widget. Hopefully it's the only time it happens, though the kiss does deepen momentarily as he licks her lips and traces her teeth a little. He pulls back when he feels her struggling with the tie though, breathing unsteadily as he gives her the space to wiggle it loose and off.

As soon as it is off though, he's leaning in for another kiss, squeezing her breast and rolling it against his palm. He even groans into her mouth, enjoying the way she responds, the way she feels and reacts. It's already too late for him as he just gets lost in her. ]

[ she's never told anybody but when he had touched her the first time, it was definitely an unforgettable experience. one that she thinks about sometimes before going to bed. what would it feel like if he did it again and all that, and she's definitely getting her answer right now.

it feels good, to be honest, being touched like this by the one you love. she tries to mouth his name softly in between kisses but even her breathing's gotten way too fast and heavy for her to make any sense over the things she says. ]

[ She might not be able to get the words out, but the way she's breathing tells him that it's a good thing. That she's enjoying this, too. He pries his mouth away from hers to kiss along her ear and neck instead, giving her the space to breathe while his hand plays with her. He even peeks down to watch as he applies a little more pressure with his hand, biting his lip at the way she feels.

Then he sinks a little lower, lips on her throat, pressing against the skin just above her dress then kisses her other breast over her clothing. His elbow has to press down on the bed to ensure his weight doesn't flop onto her when he lets his other hand move over her too. ]

[ when he applies a little more pressure, she can't help but say his name out loud now, but not too loudly, ofc. smh... just enough for him to hear, and him alone.

she isn't sure where this is headed now, but she just can't help it. she just wants more of him. knowing him, though, he probably has a different idea. she'll just let him lead for now. ]

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject

no subject