psycholawgy | post of shame

[ Well, it's manners and she asked so?!

But god, okay. Here they are.

His lips part when she slips her hand down to touch him, eyes fluttering as he groans softly. He ends up having to keep his eyes shut as he tries to keep still, not wanting to panic her by bucking up into her hand for more.

With her saying that though his hand slides to the hem of her underwear, then his fingers wiggle inside to gently brush her skin at first. It's only after he calms himself from how she's touching him that he turns his wrist to slide his fingers against her. This time though, he doesn't go to slide his fingers inside her right away. He searches for so ething, index and middle fingers rubbing in slow certain circles once he works out where her clitoris actually is. He works on stimulating there first, testing softer touches with slightly firmer. Faster and slower. ]

[ she jumps at the contact, making some sort of hiccuping noise just once. ah... but she's quick to apologise, and says it just tickles.

her touch is soft at first, still a bit nervous about this whole thing, but she ends up holding onto his dick in a firmer manner eventually, stroking it downwards ever so slowly, and then back up. she opens her eyes to look at him and see if it's how he wants it, or if she should have a stronger grip or something... she doesn't know!! ]

[ It only makes him smile at her though, more confident that this time it'll work better. He curves his hand to let his thumb take over now, still rubbing up against her while his index finger shifts back until it's pressed against her, slowly sliding into her after.

When he feels her watching him he opens his eyes, but that only makes a few more objects in the room go flying or rattle loudly. Sorry, Athena... He's trying. Softly, he offers: ] Faster.

Ah-- sorry... [ she can't help it... she apologises again.

she squirms a bit though, feeling so good about all of this. her grip on him gets firmer and she does go a bit faster now. ]

Just tell me.

It's-- [ A gasp slips out ] --more than okay. This is. I mean.

[ He presses his finger up into her until it's right at the knuckle, wiggles a little while his thumb curves back to keep rubbing her clitiris. It's a little difficult but honestly he's willing to get hand cramp later for this. ]

But likewise. How-- how's that?

[ she ends up grinding a little bit into him as she nods slowly. her hand keeps stroking him, though, and she's determined not to let go until he tells her to. ]

Is-- Is that just one finger? [ she tries to shut her eyes tighter at the question, getting shy again. ] It feels so big.

[ ah... ]

[ He lets out a low moan when she starts grinding as well, pleased that she's enjoying herself just as much. He ends up whispering for her to slow down again, not wanting to rush it when she isn't close yet. He doesn't want a repeat of last time or at least he doesn't want her to feel like they should stop because one of them is finished.

He licks his lips at her question, kissing her jaw tenderly. ] Y-yeah. [ He curves it then, rubbing his finger up against her though it's also because of something he read. It's super hard to think of what 2 inches inside much be like though, but he's definitely trying his best to find her g spot. Ah. ]

[ her nails just dig into his skin again when he does that, not being able to control herself and honestly just wanting more. it's probably a bit painful now with how much she's trying to hold onto him as if she were falling. she doesn't mean to hurt him, honest. :(

she even moans a bit in his ear. him kissing her is definitely amping up the feeling. she really doesn't want to be too loud though, because she doesn't want him to freak out or anything. and when he does tell her to slow down, she does what she's told, hoping he's feeling just as good as she is. ]

[ He hisses out when her nails sting, as it does actually hurt, but there's a weird spark to it too. His hand that's still gently fondling her breast slides down to her hip, rubbing the skin in encouragement before he presses it against her back, encouraging her now to lean back a bit.

When she moans he kisses more up her jaw, tongue sliding over her throat after. When he reaches her ear again he bites gently and tugs on the skin. It's only after that he whispers softly to her: ] You-- You okay?

[ He alternates then between rubbing his finger up against her and rocking it into her, his other arm holding her steady even though it starts to shake because of the pressure building up for him, too. ]

I'm— [ she tries to catch her breath then. but it's a little bit difficult to talk now, which is why her voice becomes airy. ] fine. Sorry.

[ she does lean back a bit, though, her grip on him loosening. it doesn't seem like she's going to fall off though even if she lets go of him, so she tries that just so her other hand can go down on him too. it's more like she wants to know what it would be like to touch his balls, which is what she does. her touch is light and nothing like the firm grip she has on his length, fingers just rubbing at the skin to see if that actually does anything. ]

[ He lets out a soft breathy laugh at that. ] Don't apologise. It-- It sounds good. I just wanted to check.

[ His mouth dips to lick at her collarbone when she leans back, fingers splaying out against her back to keep her steady when she lets go completely. It's when she touches him with both hands, one stroking firmly and the other exploring that he parts his legs under her a little more. It forces her own to widen a bit, giving him more room in turn and he ends up breathing in through his teeth sharply.

It's then that he tries a second finger with her, rubbing her clitiris more to try and distract her as at first he just lets his fingers rest inside her. ]

[ JESUS SHE DEFINITELY WASN'T PREPARED FOR THAT.

merlin is definitely getting scratched again because of this, and she just closes her eyes completely and winces just a bit. she may have thought that one finger was already too much, but she's definitely forgotten what it felt like to have two inside her. (she's not ready to have sex yet................)

still, the shocking feeling only lasts for a second or so as her body quickly adapts to it. that, and him rubbing his thumb against her is such a good feeling. it doesn't distract her so much from stroking him, anyway. ]

[ Well, he just felt like she was...wet....enough okay.... He really is pn't moving his fingers until she stops reacting though, and even then it's just to rock them slightly in and out of her. (She truly isn't anyway... Mentally it's something you need to prepare for too okok.

When her nails scratch him up again he arches his back a bit, hissing sharply from the pain. Thanks, Athena. He tries to not jump, but honestly it can't be helped when his fingers push into her a little harder once or twice before he gets control again. ]

[ (she can't help but be curious anyway... ah. . .) ]

Sorry! Sorrrahh— [ she just lets go of him again, both hands away from him this time, not really sure what to do with herself anymore. that, and when he pushes harder, she really can't think anymore. ] Um.

[ help................. ]

[ He finds himself panting slightly when she loses her speech half way though, eyes lidding as he works with it, it's harder to rub at her clit when he's doing this but he keeps pushing his fingers into her as deep as he can, then removes them slowly while rubbing against her inside, too. It's a constant motion. ]

Hold on. [ It's a soft whisper as he lets go of her back by pulling her into himself so she can lean into him, only to pull her underwear a little lower, just so he can move his thumb so he can probably work his fingers into her, this time his other hand works on teasing her clitiris instead. He kisses over her neck, both soft and open mouthed kisses as this time he ensures she gets a hell of a lot more attention. ]

[ she doesn't let herself get pulled completely, instead just using her upper body to lean on him. it'd be difficult if she pressed her entire body against him now because then she wouldn't have any space for her hands. and her hand does move to insert itself in his boxers again, to touch and stroke him, as she's determined not to let go this time. her free hand goes up to his shoulder again so she can hold onto something. ]

Merlin— [ really, she'd say his name again but her throat feels so dry right now that it's gotten a bit difficult to talk. it's a wonder how she can still move at a time like this. ]

[ That's what he wanted really, as he needs the space too. His fingers scissor inside her, curl against her then he's pushing them in and out of her faster again, his fingers mimicking the motions too, applying more pressure when it's faster to work her up and down towards orgasm -- at least that's the intent. ]

I love you. [ Is what he whispers into her ear instead, kissing to tip before he licks along the shell of her ear. Once his mouth reaches the bottom he sucks on the lobe, teeth pressing in slightly, then-- ] You feel so hot.

[ It's like his brain has no filter honestly, especially when she starts touching him again. He's had a bit of time to cool off, but it doesn't help that much. ]

[ well, she has no idea what an orgasm feels like but she sure is on her way there, at least. he'll just have to wait a few more minutes... (unsure)

but ah... she has no idea what that's supposed to mean?!?! still, it makes her laugh, breathing out into his neck as she just buries her face there. she kisses him there once or twice before whispering an "i love you too" back to him. but that's all she says. no mention of him feeling hot or whatever, but instead, she speeds up in her stroking. ]

[ She'll find out eventually ~~then end up THIRSTIER~~

He moans when she breathes on her skin, eyes squeezing shut when she kisses him there and whispers back. It's also when she ends up stroking him faster again that he makes a soft choking noise, his fingers stuttering inside her. He tries to concentrate on curving them, aiming to keep them around 2 inches inside her but stroking quicker, just to try and make her orgasm faster. There's no slower moments in the middle now either, mostly because he knows he won't last much longer either. The slower pace helped for a while but now she's doing it faster... Ah.

He just ends up groaning her name insto her skin before he lightly bites her shoulder, trying to be careful about it. ]

[ that just makes her spine tingle and her hands begin to shake. the bite tickles more than anything, and the only noise she can make is a breathy laugh against his skin. she loses control of her own mind now, though, her body beginning to act on its own and stroke as fast as she can without it hurting. she feels so light-headed now that even words are difficult to manage. ]

[ When he opens his eyes again he tries to be cautious but it's useless. The table flips onto its side when she starts stroking him faster and he groans loudly in her ear. His hips stutter up into her hand. His hands are too busy so he ends up pushing his head down, trying to bury under her so he can kiss, lick and eventually suck on her nipple.

Gently, he rolls it between the edges of his teeth, careful to not really apply pressure but he's not going to last any longer and he wanrs her to be with him this time, wants her to experience this with him. ]

Merlin, I— [ ah, god. she lets out a soft moan again, panting soon after. it takes her a few good seconds to catch her breath before she can start talking again. ] I don't think I can keep this up much longer.

[ by which to say she can feel something in her stomach now, as if it's contracting. her entire body is tingling. she has no idea what this is! ]

[ He's just as breathless really, trying to hold himself together and failing. The couch finally ends up rolling back as his eyes flash again, an utter mess as he stares at her skin, teasing her in as many places as possible. It's like he doesn't have enough hands. ]

You don't have to-- [ He isn't sure if she means stroking him or because she can feel that she's close, but he wouldn't mind her stopping to please her first of thats what she needed. ] --just let go if you need to.

[ It's relevant either way. ]

[ IT REALLY FEELS LIKE SHE HAS TO PEE. but in a good way?!?! it's-- she can't even think straight to begin thinking about what exactly she's feeling. but it's like her entire body is slowly freezing, the same thing she feels when she's about to blackout. she doesn't think she's going to faint, anyway, but her brain is sure making her think that she's going to which is why she's fighting it.

and it's why she just wants him to finish as soon as possible, stroking him even faster this time until she actually comes, lets go. and it's then that she realises her hands are shaking wildly. her vision's gone blurry so she can't see much at all, either. ]

[ He ends up moaning with every other stroke she gives him, struggling to keep his hands moving when it feels so good. His own hands are shaking by the time she orgasms and feeling her tighten around his fingers as well as his own body throbbing is Too Much. It's an intense orgasm from how he had to hold back.

His shoulders shake from is as his hands slow but don't stop, making sure she enjoys the high that should have brought just as much. He also... Other than feeling exhausted and pleased, he feels smug for getting her to her peak as well this time. He leans to kiss her slowly yet deeply once both their breaths calm a little. ]

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