psycholawgy | post of shame

[ Slowly... ] It was a joke.

Like I'd need anything else.

[ u///u Now stop pulling funny faces?! He makes sure the ice cream tub doesn't topple over and puts it on the table. After he twists a bit, his hand that isn't as cold reaching to cup her face.

Then he leans in for a kiss, kissing the corner of her mouth. ] I just. [ He hovers there for a moment, kissing the other corner of her mouth.

This is embarrassing. ]

...want you.

[ she bites her lip then before she opens her mouth slightly to breathe out. she's pretty sure that her cheeks are so warm right now from all the blood going up to her face. ]

Me too. [ wait. ] I mean-- not me, I want you-- [ jesus.

she puts most of her weight onto one hand as she presses it on the floor while she twists a bit so she can face him properly. her other hand goes up to his shoulder before she kisses him on the lips this time. ]

[ His eyes dip to look at her mouth when he catches her bite it out of the corner of his eyes. His own face still feels hot, so at least she isn't alone. Her stumbling over it is endearing though, enough that the corner of his mouth twitches up as his head tilts. The hand on her face sinks into her hair...

and then he's kissing her back.

At first it's just focused on the contact though, but after a long moment there's a little more pressure and he alternates between focusing on her upper and lower lips. ]

[ her kisses are slow and sensual, and maybe just a tad bit teasing. she's trying to calm herself down by being slow with the kisses but who knows how long this'll last. adrenaline... ah.

she squeezes his shoulder gently, leaning into him some more just to be closer to him. ]

[ At this point they might as well just be teasing each other, testing to see who breaks the line first. His hand slides down until he caress her ear, breathing through his nose as he tries to keep the kisses going.

It's when she squeezes his shoulder and leans in a little more that his hands move. The first drops from her ear to her waist over the blankets, the other curls around her back until it can grip her top. ]

[ she flinches a little bit when his hand rubs against her ear and then her waist, but she's quick to ease back into it. it's then that she opens her mouth a little wider when she kisses him, each kiss growing more passionate than the last. it makes her shift in her seat all the more though until her entire body is facing him and she's on her knees on the floor. ]

[ When she flinches he freezes up, it's only when her mouth opens and she keeps going that he relaxes back into it as well. He's still a little worried she'll panic again. That he might panic. But this is okay. As long as they keep kissing it's okay, that's what he finds.

He slowly lets his teeth nibble on her lower lip then, flicking his tongue over the skin trapped between his teeth. ]

[ he has nothing to worry about at least. athena isn't going to panic anymore now that they've reconciled. and when he starts nibbling on her lip, she can't help but let out a soft groan in return, perhaps urging him to do more than that. ]

[ Well the groan definitely helps with that worry, enough that this time while his hands move to gently rub her arms he slides his tongue along her lower lip before slipping it into her mouth. All the movements are still slow though, even when he starts to explore her properly.

He takes his time, making it seem like he's never kissed her this deeply before. Really? It's just part of the build up. ]

[ actually going slow is strangely stimulating for her. it feels more... intimate, and she likes it. her tongue curls against his in her mouth, but she pushes herself towards him some more just so he can go deeper.

the hand on his shoulder falls by his upper leg though, just by his inner thigh, and she presses a bit there just because she's put too much weight on her other arm and needs to let the blood flow around her body properly again before it gets numb. ]

[ His breath shakes a bit at the contact, and it really is way more sensual to feel it like this.

He does jump slightly when her hand drops though, breath coming out faster because her hand is way closer than before and he's struggling to not think about it.

Starting this in the living room had been a bad idea, honestly. He already can't think straight.

Yet, he doesn't break the kiss, and instead follows her lead. Both of his hands move to her shoulders and to her neck then, fingers grazing her ears before they slide down over to her collarbones. His thumbs graze the dips of where it juts out under her skin, the rest of his hand just splaying out against her. ]

[ at least... ai isn't home yet.............. (unsure)

she doesn't do it on purpose, but her thumb that's on his thigh rubs at his jeans. and okay maybe starting this in the living room was a bad idea. she has no idea how to position herself and she's now a bit uncomfortable. she wants to sit down on him but at the same time she doesn't want to scare him or anything... ah.

her head tilts a bit to the side as she kisses him some more. though it's more like she's slowly slipping as the hand on the floor slides to the side as she slowly loses her balance. help... ]

[ yeah..................... though maybe the risk of that is helping (unsure) who knows.

He exhales sharply through his nose when her thumb moves dangerously close though, struggles to keep his hips planted to the floor when he's getting turned on enough by this to want to press into her. Basically, Athena, you're fine.

It's when he feels her start to slide that he finally breaks the kiss, though his forehead presses against hers right after. His mouth feels swollen, his lungs like they're burning when his mouth just hovers over hers and he tries to hold her steady.

He can't even focus his eyes 100% like he could before. ]

Did-- [ Wow, okay... low voice. ] --you want to lay down?

[ she breathes through her nose slowly, though her chest is pounding. she can feel his breath against her face too. it makes her feel warm and secure being so close to him. she doesn't say anything for a few moments tough, instead using the silence to try and think properly. ]

Can I sit here? [ her voice is soft, and while she was the one who initiated in the first place, it's still pretty obvious that she's a bit shy about all of this. though her hand does squeeze his thigh a bit, indicating that that's where she means. ]

[ He licks his lips to try and ease some of the tingling, but it doesn't exactly do anything. His eyes flutter as he gives her the time to speak, when she does though, he swears even his ears feel hot.

His head nods slightly, before finally he whispers a soft: ] Please.

[ More than permission, actually. Asking her in return, as he just wants her to be as close as possible right now. ]

[ she breaks the intimacy a little bit when she sits up straight and reaches for the blanket. she wants it around her so she doesn't feel so exposed but when she picks it up, she just lets it go right away and just says fuck it. she slowly lowers herself back down onto him, shifting a bit and positioning her legs to rest by his sides before sitting on his lap and putting both her hands on his shoulders.

it's when she makes eye contact with him that her face turns red and she flushes then looks away before laughing. she rests her chin on his shoulder then laughs, not really sure what to do next. ]

This isn't weird, is it?

[ He actually doesn't get why she's clinging onto the blankets at first, though does at least try to help her if that's what she wants. His hand kind of just. Drops. To the ground when he realises why she'd had it on to begin with.

Oh.

God.

His teeth dig into his lip and his eyes shoot right back up to her face, looking up right after. He doesn't stop biting his lip when she makes eye contact with him, or when she rests her chin on his shoulder. ]

Not weird. Just. [ God she has no idea how much of a jump that put in his kokoro, honestly. ] You aren't... [ You aren't wearing pants Athena how is he supposed to react. ]

[ look at least she's still in her undies

but that isn't helping huh... ]

Why did you think I had the blanket? [ she does puff her cheeks now though. but honestly she has no legitimate excuse for this. she was just lazy... ]

I just thought... you wanted something to hold onto. [ His voice sure sounds strained... it really isn't helping much. He ends up squirming slightly under her, trying to get comfortable.

Though instead of drawing attention to himself, his hands move to cup her face, pulling her into another kiss so they can resume that much at least. He just really hopes Ai doesn't come back at any point during this because explaining it would be... way too embarrassing. ]

[ athena's forgotten that ai could walk in at any minute so... # winning

but ah... she can't really respond to that now when he kisses her. she presses herself into him, her chest touching his, and her hands move from his shoulders down to his back. she doesn't kiss him on the lips for too longthough, and pulls away to kiss the edge of his ear instead. that is, before she starts licking it. ]

[ Ah... truly #winning.

He exhales sharply when she presses into him, his hands gripping at the back of her shirt, holding tight and for dear life. Even more so when she pulls away from the kiss to move to his ear. He's fine at first but the licks make his eyes squeeze shut, a low moan slipping out as his head tilts to let her do as she pleases.

He is... also forgetting this is a semi-public space now, honestly. ]

[ she moves to kiss lower when she hears him moan, peppering his neck with soft kisses this time before she stops by where his shoulders are. her teeth graze against his skin just a little bit to elicit a tickling feeling before she kisses him on that spot again. and then she opens her mouth and starts to suck. (she may or may not still be hungover about the hickey from the other day.)

and he isn't the only one gripping for dear life here. her nails dig into his back, but they're short, thankfully, so it shouldn't hurt. ]

[ His head slowly tips back as well as to the side now, eyes fluttering as he tries to keep them open and fails horribly. He can feel blood gathering where she sucks on the skin, and it's already sensitive from all the kisses from before.

On top of that, her nails are short enough to not cause pain and just small pricks of pleasure across his skin. His spine arches a little, trying to lean into both her mouth and fingers at this point. ]

Oh-- [ It comes out as a breath, a prayer as his hand paws at her back, the other dropping to her thigh to squeeze gently. He just really needs to grip onto something. ]

[ she doesn't do it on purpose but she pushes her body forward when he squeezes her thigh, and she ends up rubbing up on him a bit. a soft moan escapes her when she feels she friction, but she's too wrapped up in trying to make a mark on him to even notice what she just did.

... I AM SO SORRY......... about a minute or two later though, she pulls away. she looks dazed until she notices that there's a small red spot on his neck now. ]

Hey, I did it! [ slajfkd she's so pleased with herself ]

[ Help-- At least it's one word he considers when she grinds herself up against him, both of his hands flying to her hips to try and grip onto her, to make her stop. To make her do more. He doesn't even know anymore.

When she pulls away to admire her handiwork though, she'll find he's still incredibly dazed and trying to hold back more noises as he sinks down a little.

Lord, please save him. ] Did... what?

[ God he can barely breathe, nevermind put two and two together right now. ]

DSGSDGDSGSDGDSG

I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS

are you sure ;)

Very sure thanks

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Get out of here

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